Never in my life have i felt so damn disappointed in my own mother. .
On January 29th I got arrested for class C assult at 4am. - true but false.
that night, i had been wanting to move out of my moms house because I couldn’t take the depression anymore. you know, when you start to lock yourself in your room, and dont come out for anything but to shower,and use the restroom. I think that’s why I had lost all that weight. Little did i know I was 2 weeks with Little Eli, Thats all i could ever think about. I hated how 3 weeks before the 29th, my brother had moved out for the same reasons, and my mom didnt care, she didnt even come out to check on him.. and admitted to not caring what so ever. But with me on the other hand… that night, she had came home from the club, -when you go to the club, you cant pass the night without drinking. so i believe she was. and i had came back from visiting my dad with my boyfriend. I had a talk with my dad about coming out with the truth, and finding a solution to every one of my problems.. so i decided “oh hey, im not gonna lie to my mom anymore, just gonna tell the truth” so thats what i did. I told her i was with my dad, and my boyfriend… well she basically flipped a shit. And i was on the phone with my dad. the thing is… she didnt know. and he heard everything. She striked a punch on the right side of my face, all because I wouldnt give her my cellphone. ME, MYSELF, & I called the cops. i told my mom i was leaving, she flipped a shit again, and started slapping me, spitting on me, punching me in the face, and the worst injuries were scratches all over my arms. when the cops came the first time, they said I had no rights, and they refused to listen to me. I said i wanted to be escorted to my dads house, and again they refused to listen to me. it was like i wasn’t even there. then they left. after she closed the front door, she said … “oh you thought you were smart enough to call the cops on me.” i said… “no bitch, i called them so i could leave.. since you have the keys to my car, and you put a restraining order on my dad” then…. she flipped a shit again, and i had the phone in my hand with my dad on the line…she was trying to reach for it, kicking and scratching the shit out of me. I was so fucking mad,my ears popped, screaming to the top of my lungs to stop and get the fuck off of me, the cops came back, and they arrested ME instead. FIRST OF ALL… they didnt read me my rights. SECOND.. they didnt tell me why i was getting arrested. i clearly had dark red scratches all over my arms… she had NOTHING! … . why in the world would i hit or even dare to touch my own mom. I didnt understand anything. i didnt know why they wouldnt listen.. Last thing i said, was FUCK ALL OF YOU… my step dad was standing at my door like an idiot just starring. he didnt even do or say shit. my grandma woke up and was being nosy. she actually waived when she saw me leaving in the cop car.. stupid bitch. and my mom saposedly said she didnt want me to leave. . . But , when i got to the detention center. that was when they told me I got arrested for assault, and that she said she wanted to press charges against me. … . . my dad bailed me out right then and there. . . thats when i realized what a fucking bitch ass liar she was. the next day, I was covered in bruises…i took pictures for evidence.. ever since that night. she hasnt tried to contact me in any way… i’d also like to keep it that way. Her Birthday was February 13, and her birthday present was a message from my brother telling her that he never wanted to talk to her ever again.. I cant stop thinking about that night… I even have dreams about it too… and i dont know why…
I dont hate her… Im just so disappointed in her.
